I am 19 years old. I would define myself as "One in a billion" Meaning there are only a handful of people like me. I always believed that true love would be very, very, VERY hard to find for someone like me. Not impossible but pretty close. So when I had a dream where I found my "soul mate" it really messed with my head. Lets go back a bit.
I found and listened to this song called "Neptune" (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6n_haufgsoE) I was up till 5am listening to it over and over again. When i finally fell asleep i had a dream...(as a note most things in my dream where earthy colors i.e. the locations and such)
The first parts fuzzy, but i remember being outside trying to get somewhere or do something. It was kind of like a spring or some such place, and there were some trees near by. (note this next part doesn't take place in my dream but is more like memories from my dream self) I was taken down to an underground??? place and meet several people. From the way they were organized i think they may have been shape-shifters. After talking to people and taking a test to prove they could trust me something happened. I don't know what but it was major.
Of the four people besides me in the dream two possible hated me. One i think wanted to use me as a tool to gain power. One was the alpha and had a mate, one i think was his son and my true love. I have i vague image of what he looks like. Any of the others i would reconise if they were real.
(Back to the actual dream part) After everything went down i went to take a shower. First greedy man showed up followed by the alpha. He said something about seeing me from behind and only knowing for sure that it was me if he saw me again. I think he wanted to see me naked so all i stuck out was my head. he said that yes it was me he saw and left. Alpha stayed for a bit, pacing and thinking. I starting crying saying how i loved the before mentioned boy, then alpha left. Next the girl, roughly my own age, dark blondish hair wearing a coin belly dancing top (one i own in real life) came and watched me from above,. I had finished crying by this point, and i came to relise two things. One that she was human, two that she may hate me but she may be the only one i could trust.
I cannot describe the feeling i woke up with. Only that i can say i wanted to go to sleep to see what happened next. I couldn't cause i was already late for breakfast. I still don't know if i ever saw my true dream self's love or if i was in danger or how much danger. I get the feeling that all the males i meet in my dream started to fall in love with me. I still have some of that feeling i woke up with and it makes me pause...
